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Useless (sometimes)

Fill my head to take my pain away

Make it quick, make it fast

Think I’m going insane

Fill this void & numb me deep inside

Do it right, do it now

So enjoy the ride

I walk the road I’ve known, some take the high, I’m low

It’s all the same, I’m the one to blame, now I’m down

Fill my mind with what others won’t see

Sniff it up, shoot it in

Then just let me be

Fill my cup with what makes me feel full

Swinging up, falling down

Undertow will pull

I walk the road I’ve known, some take the high, I’m low

It’s all the same, I’m the one to blame, now I’m down

Why did you take me to break me and use me and confuse me

How could you love me, just to shove me, how you screwed, undo me

Yea you drained me, how it stained me, just bleed me and disease me

You sucked me, and you fucked me???  I let you do this to me!!!

Self Destruction!!!

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Payback

This child’s mind you rape, you took away my family

Something I can’t retake, you damned my whole beginning

This love you never gave, you’re supposed to be my teacher

Someone you can’t contain, I’m digging holes much deeper

This love you pushed away, has grown to something bitter

It’s our love you betrayed, I will return that favor

You’re not my fucking savior

I’m angry at your hate

Your hour is running late

I’m ready to break you down

Your mistake was

Fucking with me

Been waiting so long to see the end of you

What’s come around is gods will speaks so true

There will be an end of you.

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Worlds Fall Down

Worlds fall down – got to get away

Worlds collide – we’re dying everyday

Indecision – always paves the way

Hopes lie still – in an open grave

Lock my door – pull down the shades

Throw out my mind – toss the keys away

Hope I find – my brighter day

Worlds fall down- gotta get away

Earthquake hits – splits apart the ground

Tensions build – my temples pound

Graves upturned – spillin’ bodies out

End of the earth – what’s this all about

Rains fall down – wash my soul away

Reach my end – in a water grave

Conscience gone -what does the darkness hold

Bury the past – no stories told

My pain- your laughter

You smile – after

One thing – remember – (my head - spins round & round)

Get away – Worlds fall down

Shed my tears – just flesh and bone

Turn to dust – and nobody knows

Time to think – of the ones you love

Too late to pray – to the God above

Now my mind’s – become an empty shell

Misery – time to face this hell

Is God dead?- in dust and bones

Worlds fall down – I die alone

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Frustration

Workin’ my ass off like I should –

like everyone else in the neighborhood

I don’t get no where no matter how hard I try

should I give it all up and say goodbye

Times been changing, music rearranging

I been bangin’ my head, now it’s disarranged

I know too much but nothin’ at all

better look out below when it’s time to fall

Been watching my life slowly changing ways

Been digging right in with no time to play

Too tired for but always cravin sex

Gotta make those payments to the latest "EX"

If it sounds like shit – I’m on the up and up

Need a little bit of time, to go twist one up

And escape the world for a little while

Thinking back to the time, when I can crack a smile

I know I’m probably wrong and I shouldn’t complain

But while I’m getting this out, I think it’s keeping my sane

Wasn’t born and raised with a silver spoon

But I like the good life, I hope it happens soon

Gonna join the bandwagon, while it’s here in town

Gotta give to get a little, make the world go round

See the world for once, not through these jaded eyes

Just a little bit afraid, no need to tell you no lies

Frustration – I get a little everyday

Frustration – You know the way

Frustration – I get a little, I get a little everyday

Frustration – You know the way!

Ó 1999- cat-m-prod.

 

Shadows

Yesterday I walked a mile only to have found

There’s nothing new to see only these ruins left of me

Everywhere I turn the past reminds

Never possible to leave it behind

Wishing that I could run and hide

Shadows chase me down inside

Digging back my flesh to expose these broken bones

Always know your shadow will never leave you alone

Everywhere I turn the past reminds

Never possible to leave it behind

Wishing that I could run and hide

Shadows chase me down inside

Shadows chase me down inside

Shadows chase me till I die

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Freightrain

Straight up when I want to celebrate

You buy a round, I fall down on my face

Can’t tell one damn thing from another

Can’t get off my ass brother

Lights are fading, I’m insane and

Buy another round so I can keep the pain away

Like a freightrain

Rolling through my head

I’ve got this bad pain

Runnin through my head

Anyway your pour is good by me

Try and find my way back home can’t see

(Now I) Can’t tell one thing from another

Walk in my shoes this mile, my brother

Times are changing, I am the same and

I’ll drink the whiskey down till I can’t feel this anymore

Like a freightrain

Rolling through my head

I’ve got this bad pain

Runnin through my ………………head

 

Now I can smell bull shit you’re shoving in my face

It’s not your life, so take a walk to another place

It’s like a freightrain……

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod

 

Another way

Lost my mind again some say I’m insane

Twist it, pop the cap, something you’ll never tame

Push my way through a crowd, lose my head scream aloud

Change the world I live in, that I’ll die in

It’s gotta be – another way

Sold my thoughts today, so many things to buys

Fuck this, had enough, living just to survive

Join this rockin band, say my peace, make my stand

Tell to your face, because I fuckin can

It’s gotta be – another way

So you say you’re real, the lies you speak are true

All done with this and that, who the hell are you? Fool!

Take myself, move along, go my way, right the wrong

Gonna join the fight, will so strong

It’s gotta be - another way

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Livin’ my life

Got this fuckin job cause they all told me I have to

No down in my heart it’s not really what I’m after

Cut your hair and dress this way you’ll be a success

Mommy’s little golden boy who am I to impress

Livin my life, livin my life - leave me

Only way I know to

Livin my life, livin my life - leave me

So far from the real me

Me and you are different in oh so many ways

Why you try to teach me what you just learned today

You’d rather be a puppet boy dancing on a string

Love to join right in with you , no it’s not my fuckin thing

Livin my life, livin my life - leave me

Only way I know to

Livin my life, livin my life - leave me

So far from the real me

Ó 1999 cat-m –prod

 

Always on me

Your father lied and your mother lied, so sad

Your innocence gone and you’re draggin along, be glad

It came so fast to have to make it happen

These memories will never erase

Gravity takes me down to the deepest sea

At the bottom’s my place

It’s always on me

You’re love has died and your dead inside, unfair

What seems so right was just a mis-sight, who cares

It fell from above and hit me like a shot, so real

There is no reason no rhyme

Your constant shovin it up my ass so deep

For you there is no time

It’s always on me –

it’s all the same when all there is pain

fuck this shit, fuck that shit

believe in you, no believe in me

 

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Jailbreak

I can’t keep on runnin from the long arm of the law

Just no use in trying, I can’t take it anymore

Won’t make a jailbreak, they’ve got me now

I’m in for the jailbait, they got me found

Won’t make a jailbreak, they got me now

Gotta bad taste, says I’m going downtown now

Gotta serve my fuckin sentence and just leave it all behind

Been down this twisted road, fuck all that wasted time

Won’t make a jailbreak, they’ve got me now

I’m in for the jailbait, they got me found

Won’t make a jailbreak, they got me now

Gotta bad taste, says I’m going downtown now

This time it will be different

(This time it shall be different)

I’ll take all my medicine

(I’ll take all your medicine)

I do take all the blame

I do feel shame

 

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

Fight

Walking in a world of hate, locked in an angry cell

Never to show a soul, nothing ever good to tell

Forced to fight so damn unaware

There is no right, no wrong

The only means to live this life

My will to carry on

I’m reaching out for you

Please let me sleep tonight

Can I believe the truth

When all I do is fight

An empty shell lies alone

Where is there love out there?

Hurt this way, so damn long

So much shit to bear

Taking just what I can get

And never nothing more

This driving rage within my soul

A rain that always pours

I’m screaming out for you

Why can’t I breathe the light

Cannot believe in you

When all I do is fight

Come on and fight

 

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Tell Me

You never told me you want me

And never told me you need me

Are you scared to love me

Never be above me

I wish I hadn’t crossed the line

But you wont give me the sign

Is it over, well is it dead

Don’t tell me it’s raining

Like piss on my leg

I’ve tried to take it in stride then

You want to love me instead

All things considered (in your)

One dimensional world

Take a look in your heart then

You’ll never know the score

It’s just a change at a time

Is one of your favorite lines

With all these feeling inside

You can longer hide

When everything is doing fine

You wont give me the time

To make amends –

Well I guess it’s dead

And what you’ll see there

With thoughts so unkind

Why you feel so empty

Why are you so blind….

Why don’t you tell me……..

 

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Contagious

You think you’ve been in live before

But now you find it was just all right

It’s only you and me but we got time together

Spend the night

It’s just the way you love, the way you touch

Drive’s me wild

We don’t need nothing plain and no one else to know

That it’s so right

When it’s dark and cold you bring out the night

We get together make the darkness turn light

Now that there’s no one home, unplug the phone

I’ll kiss you everywhere

I want to taste your lips and move your hips

And take you everywhere

You say it’s the way I love, the way I touch

That makes you really scream

No one can say for sure, what we got here

Is more than just a dream

 

Contagious love affair

I’ve affected you, now you’ve infected me

This will only touch, feel to death

All I want is for you to feel so free

- You know I’m the one so come on over

You know I’m the one to set you free

 

Bad love

You would always treat me like a fool

Seems so strange you used to be so cool

Everyone around you went their ways

I’ve been hanging on for too many days

Bad love

In over my head it’s been bad for so long

Bad love

Seems like it’s so right, but it’s wrong

Count the times that you have walked on me

Never heard you say I’m sorry

Everyone around could see right through

Wishing now that I could have seen it too.

Bad love

In over my head it’s been bad for so long

Bad love

Seems like it’s so right, but it’s wrong

Bad love – bad love-bad love-bad love-bad love

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod.

 

Psycho Babble Bitchin

You speak without though and you really ought

To be thinking about the things that you say

You’re always much too loud, in the center of the crowd

Talking bullshit everyday

Your gums are always flapping, with your yippin and your yappin

You’ll be talking to your dyin day

And when you’re finally through, we’ll all be looking at you

Wonderin what it is you had to say

 

You come on strong, with your legs so long

With your bleach dried hair from the sun

You gotta pretty smile but after a while

You start like you’re much too young

Well the lights are on, but there’s no one home

And you’re dishin out a ration of bitchin

Well I gotta go, must be hittin the road

Cause you gotta scratch that needs some itchin

Way on down you must be wearing a frown

Cause you know there’s something up in your mind

There’s either too much air, or nothing upstairs

Wondering what it is that we would find

We know you’re tits aint real, and your sex appeal

Is like an overdone bird in November

No matter how you try, you know you just can’t hide

Well here’s one thing to remember:

Too much

Psycho babble bitchin

we don’t listen anyway

what you tryin to say

I know you’re talkin

Well I’ll just be on my way

Ó 1999 cat-m-prod

 

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